... Moon?

With every ray you whisper in my ear
Sounds so sweet but is it true my dear?
I just ask you one single thing... not to make a fool on me
All your tales shares of a mosaic
I try to sort it, want the end to see

Became acquainted with in special ways
Painted your features through all days
Longing grows, but hope is for mourn
The light flows and shadows dawn

Your rays are pale, your face shines bright
You dive the world in a soft light
Like a flowers new morning spring
Your birth all night, dawn death you bring
A dream ago all rules were broken
Reality completely shaken

The temping blossom on heavens field
So proud to have you here by me
Bad luck my gift it’s just a dream
You’re just my sun, not next to me

I’m not a star on your great field

Just I decided to forsake, I’ve been sent again to trip
To fail and once more get faked, my deepest trust will rip
Questions rose and rule my mind, letting reality behind
Finders keepers so it says, but things will never always stay

My tears evaporate like drops in dried out desert
On the ground I walk to reach
This night it snowed, fluffy... tears from above
Why are you crying?!
In vain I trail, ahead of freedom
Blinded by the bliss you spread

But once get bitten, twice you’re shy
The desire hidden, behind the cries
Drenched by my fears, the carving increas’
Won’t drown in tears and no love to leave

Every second now apart, I’m afraid to lose
Weak I turn out of smart, falling endless soon
Pain I’ve never expected, things that cannot reflect it
Dagger on my heart, so you turn my cards!

.. Can’t you...
Wake me?